Friday, February 27, 2009

robocop - different

Heartless Yet To Those Who Dont Understand Love Cause Some Love Hard Only To Hit The Ground Hard ; So Ah Wear Protection & Fearless - Because Yet Ah Can Be Different In A Crowd Of Lames Wear Ah Green To Ah Black Affair ; Sinq Rock Sonqs At Ah Jill Scott Concert . ! Am Different & fearless - & Ohh So Heartless . ! So Yet You See My Life Like Street Lights Bright & Lonq - But Chanqes So Often . Call Me ; Ah
Robocop

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Many Knoe My Name ; But Dont Knoe Me & If You Do -- Man You Really Dont So Dont Try , Cockyy - Nah ; But Ah Do Take Pride In My Beauty & So Do Some Of Yah Men , Oops Didnt Mean To Rat You Guys Out . Ah Love $$$ & Ah Get It Weather From Yah Man Or On My Grind - But Never Ah 9-5 So Take It As Money Is At My Finqertips Future So Bright You Lames Aint Even In My Leaque Ha - Ah Laugh At Niqquas Who Try To Meausure Up ; Never To Me - Ah Was Told The Best Yet Fail So Ah Take My Failure Like Ah Lesson To Be Repeated & Yet Learn From It . See Ah Drop Knowleqe Like Bush Droped Bombs - Its Juz That Easy ; So As You Read Take Notes Cause -- Lessons Are Taught By Ah Good Teacher So Let Me School You . ! Never Been The Type Easy To Diqest ; But The Type Once You Getta Ah Taste Its No Cominq Back - Hard Cause Ah Gotta Be ; Goofy - Thats Apart Of Me Cause Ah Laugh To Ease The Pain . Fame - No But Yet Ah Can Hear It Knockinq On My Door . Loved No Dought ; But Hated -- But Great People Are So Ah Take It As Gift Cause Am That Great . So Next Time They Speak Of Me -- Shxt Ah Might Juz Be The Next Black-Women President . !

Monday, February 23, 2009

StreetLights

My Life Juz Like Ah Street Like Ah Believe ; Cause Yet It Is Not That Lonq & Chanqes To Green - Which Puts Me In The Okay Box ; To Be Me WithOut Fear Of Acceptance - To Be Ah Nautral Born Nutt W/ Out Feelinq Bad . Then We Come To Yellow- Which Gives Me The Signal To Slow Thinqs Up Dont Give Them All Of Jenn * Cause Yet All Of Me Is Too Much For You So As You Press The Brakes On This Make Sure You Dont Slam Cause Yet You Will Miss The Red - Duck For Cover Cause Red Seems To Mean * YOU HAVE CROSSED THE FUCKIN LINE . Whoa Never Seem To Ever Reach That Level But Hey SHIT happens .

Mee

My Story Yet Untold ; But Whispered Or Even Tired In Books & Maqazines - No Am Not Famous But Almost There . Trustinq In God ; Yeah Ah Fall Short Of The Glory Cause Am Not Perfect . Tryinq To Be Servent In Anyway , So I Pray Knowinq Am Ah Sinner ; He Gives Me Ah Second Chance . ! Unique In My Own Way - Tryinq To Be Ah Leader , The Head NOt The Tail , Beinq Victorious In EveryThinq Ah Do . Looked & Judge By Not Just My Character ; But The Color Of My SKiN & The Gender Of My Body . ! So Ah Run Ah Lil Lonqer Too Meet The FiNiSH LiNE . !Ah Smile ; Yet Been broken ; Sinq Yet Another Love Sonq Too Keep Me Sane . & In Reality I Am Crazy & Deranqedd . ! Hurt Beyond Measure : But Rise Like The SUN EveryDay , So You Tell Me ... Am Ah A Stronq Girl . Define Stronq ; Cause Emotionaly Weakened & Physical Strained But Yet Ah Push To Better Heights , So Ah Can Reach The Stars Instead Of Settlinq For The Sky Ah Dream Biq So Yet Even If One Of Them Fail - I Still Will Have More To Hold On Too . Countinq My Blessinq So I Can Show My Gratefulness Tryinq Embrace My Heritaqe Of Beinq Black So Ah Stay & Rock My Afro Puff . ! I Am Me & I Love It . ! So Next Time You Hear My Name - It May Be Good Or Even Bad ; But Yet Ah Take It Like This What Ah I Do You Cant - So Why Judqe Me . ?

Friday, February 20, 2009

Lessons

Lessons We Learn Only To Face The Truth Of Ourselves & Repeat The Mistakes Over And Over Again Not Yet Followinq The Sayinq ; WE Learn Lessons from Our Mistakes . So Do Ah Make Mistakes On The Note That I Dont Knoe Or The Notion That I Do Know And I Want To Find Out The Purpose For Myself .

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Beinq Black . ?

Okay so I am black and you can tell by the color of my skin & maybe by the texture of my hair , but whats i beinq black actually . ? Am i definded by the stereotypes set upon me by others or is it a thinq i set for my self . ?

In my humanities class we talked about being a black women in AMERICA or just beinq "black" but yet being black doesnt define me . Yeah sometimes my spellinq is off and i say aint here and there . But is that the black ignorance they speak of my people now

As i couint on my intellect to prove who i really am , yeah it is beinq black , but in my own way . My skin is brown , and my hair is finee , but when the white america look at me i am black . yeah we talk with improper enqlish (ebonics) and we waer baggy clothes but dont let that definee me .

as just beinq black .